I have spent most of the day today preparing a talk for church tomorrow. I am kind of worried about it.
1- because I insanely volunteered the primary presidency to do it.
2- because I don't know if my reasons for doing it will ever be fulled expressed.
When my little brother blessed his baby last year the primary presidency talked that day. I was so moved to be a better parent and to be better at my calling, not in the way that I was overwhelmed or felt like I was doing a terrible job, but in the way that, oh I can do that.
I can not tell you how impressed I am with the inspiration that the general primary has put into the program this year. I am so amazed at how much the theme of "My Eternal Family " has inspired me. I think that my stupidity for volunteering to speak came from that.
I just hope that I will have the inspiration to lift someone like I was lifted last year.